"To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the gift" - Steve Prefontaine
Pre was in the front of my mind this week. Probably because Anand and I watched Without Limits a couple of weeks ago, but also because I had a couple of difficult runs. Pre was all about putting on gutsy performances, and working hard, even through pain. Let's just say that I had to dig into my inner Pre to get through this week.
This is how Week 4 turned out:
Tuesday- 5 miles, 1 mile warm up, 3 miles at MGP with striders, 1 mile cool down
Wednesday- Easy 3 miles
Thursday- Easy 3 miles (in lieu of a tempo workout)
Saturday- Long run, 12 miles
Sunday - 30 minutes of cross-training (in lieu of a recovery run)
This week I've been nursing a hip/groin "ache." I'm hesitant to call it an injury, since it doesn't bother me at all when I run, and it doesn't seem to change my stride. But I'm obviously trying to be very careful. I've been stretching, foam rolling, icing, and making some bargains with God.
The first workout of the week was actually awesome. The weather was perfect, I was well rested, and hit all my paces exactly. It was one of those runs where everything falls magically into place -the kind of run that leaves you hungry for more.
And then my hip started bothering me. So I backed off the rest of the week, and followed Coach Cane's advice, and replaced a tempo workout with an easy run. I spent Friday evening in compression gear, eating multiple servings of gluten free pasta, & trying to psych myself up by watching Olympic track.
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| I know you wanted to see me in compression gear. Wild Friday night. |
Saturday morning I woke up pretty tired (I guess watching the Olympics every night till midnight didn't help the situation- Mistake #1), and with an upset stomach. This was not how I wanted to start a day where I had to run 12 miles. I pretty much can blame myself for the upset stomach though. On Friday, I ate a non-gluten free sandwich, because we ran out of groceries. And because finding a decent salad in the South Bronx is virtually impossible. Mistake #2.
When we finally made our way outside to head to Central Park, I was immediately sweating. Why the hell was it over 80 degrees and disgustingly humid at 06:30am?! I had considered bringing my handheld for some extra hydration, but decided against it, figuring I could just stop at every water fountain. Mistake #3.
By the time we got to Central Park, I was sweating like a beast. The coaches then gathered us up, and explained the the work out: 1 mile warm up to the Bridle Path, 6 loops of the Bridle Path (1.66 miles each), and 1 mile cool down back to 72nd Street. Can I just say that I HATE the bridle path. I always have. The dirt pathway is uneven at parts, with large rocks jutting out. Before the Brooklyn Half Marathon I actually pulled/strained my hamstring tripping over rocks. I don't care that the surface is softer, I HATE it. So knowing that I had to do 10 miles on it made my soul die a little.
Immediately into the run, I felt awful. It was so hot, my body was tight, and I already had to use a restroom. I pretty much had GI distress from the beginning to the end of my run. This was fabulous since I was already dehydrated from sweating so much. I would stop everytime we ran past a water fountain, but almost immediately my mouth would turn to cotton, and then I would have to use the restroom to get rid of more water (TMI?). And then when I thought it couldn't get any worse, I tripped on a rock and completely fell forward onto more large rocks. God bless the other people who stopped to make sure I was okay. (WARNING: graphic photo ahead.) I messed up both of my knees and my palms. This was on Mile 5. I still had 7 more miles to run... with blood dripping down my legs and hands. I'm pretty sure I almost started crying at that point. I was in pain in so many different ways, and my salty sweat was pouring into open wounds.
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| Just one of my bruises/abrasions. This was after it was "cleaned up" and not as gross. |
After a little pity party, I decided I needed to suck it up and be like Pre. So I ran/walked until I hit double digits, even with more bathroom breaks after falling. The coaches were encouraging, trying to help me clean off the blood and dirt as much as they could, telling me that now I would have battle wounds to remember the marathon by. Honestly, if they weren't there I probably would have just quit at mile 5.
At mile 10 though, I was very dehydrated and was experiencing cramps that made it impossible to run. So we decided to cut our run outside short and finish the last 2 miles in the air conditioned gym. I made myself an electrolyte drink and took a little break before I finished the last 2 miles at NYSC.
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| This is how I feel about this long run. |
I can say with certainty, that this was the worst run I have EVER had. And while I want to completely push it out of my mind and move on, part of me wants to make sure I also remember it. These are the kinds of runs that I know will make me stronger. When I'm on mile 20 of the marathon, wanting to quit, I can always look back at this run and remember that I do have it in me to push though the pain.
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Okay so maybe I won't "win." But getting to the Finish is enough for me.
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On to Week 5... Bring it.
(FYI, one of my wounds got infected from running 7 miles with dirt in it. So now I'm on antibiotics. Awesome! Learn from me, and don't fall. Or just go home and clean your wounds if you do ;)